I’ve Stopped Masturbating: Week 1
Even if I wanted to masturbate this week, there was no absolutely way it was going to happen. There’s been a heavy fog over me this past week, and we all know why that is. *heavy sigh* To combat the fog (different from my ‘normal’ exhaustion fog) I’ve been pushing back at it by keeping my body and mind busy…
Painfully Positive in Political Crisis
My aim is to NOT write too much about politics today. Hopefully. Maybe. *tightens crossed fingers* Why? Part of me feels that everyone has said what there is to be said, however, another part of me thinks that’s absolute bull, and every single voice is needed because people are (and have) died within the last 24 as a direct result…
What’s going on? Why everything has changed … again.
If you’ve been around for a while you know that things have changed over the years ... like, a lot. It’s been a tumultuous few years. Why? That’s the question, isn’t it? Why? The quickest and simplest answer that I can give you is Internet censorship. Really, I could just say the word censorship and that sums it up nicely.
2020, the year I stop masturbating.
I've had a bit of a revelation. So, let’s talk about my relationship with masturbation. I like orgasms. I really like them. However, because my body is complicated having an orgasm isn’t straightforward. Orgasms cause pain, exhaustion, and occasionally these effects that last for weeks. I really wish I was joking, but I’m not. Orgasming can truly fuck me up,…
I had an existential crisis last night.
One of the main topics the news focuses on nowadays is the environment, and yes, we’re going to completely forget about the election, Brexit, and everything to do with subjects relating to England and America specifically. There are stories on how we’re hurting the environment, how we can do more to help the environment, and how the environment is fucked.…
Putting the person back in personal care.
Over the years I’ve had a number of different treatments, some superficial – nails, eyebrows, and some cosmetic – Dermapen, and laser hair removal. However, I got rather ill in late 2017, and since then my beauty routine has changed out of necessity. I can’t to do a lot of the things are used to be able to and that…
Relearning emotional boundaries as an adult.
Between online resources, books, and my new therapist I have – over the past few years, come to realise that I’ve been a boundary stomper. It has never been intentional, and it is completely on me, but I want to dive into the reasons why. I want to talk about it because we don’t get taught about boundaries in school…
Spam bot or sex worker?
It’s been a week a bit since I got booted from an affiliate due to *insert reason they give here*, and I was going to leave the whole affiliate issue lie with the thread I posted on Twitter. I really wanted to leave it there because I have reviews to post, clips to upload, and boobs to edit (*gasp* a…
Breaking My taboo: Pooping
Society has so many taboos. I don’t know if it’s just an English thing, but we have so many – sex, blood, periods, sex work, death … the list goes on. People think that we are overcoming the societal taboos, but we’re not. If we were I wouldn’t have withheld a bunch of post on bowels, and toilet habits –…
My Nexplanon Implant Story: The Procedure
I am nervous. In a little under an hour I will be getting the Nexplanon implant. I am not nervous about getting the implant. After all, I’ve been through it all twice before, and I know the procedure. I’m nervous about the potential effects of the implant. I’ve been hormone free for a little over three years, and if I…
My menstrual cycle controls my life.
My menstrual cycle controls my life. This post was written a few weeks ago, but is still completely relevant. I know I’ve written something on this topic before, but it’s cathartic to write about it. Currently, I’m home alone. My partner is away for the night, and I’ve a friend on the train who’s coming to stay with me (and…
I’m scared to masturbate.
First off, whilst there was a period of body enforced orgasm denial, I'm happy to report it's at an end! Since my last post, my body cooperated enough to have sex, and 2 blissful orgasms. Unsurprisingly, I also spent the rest of the day recovering. Now, let's dive into the apparent mental orgasm denial I've gotten myself into.Here's the thing,…
I’m horny, but my body won’t let me masturbate.
“I want to climb him like a tree.” I’ve heard that expression so often, but I am feeling it today. I want to climb my partner, kiss him, touch him, explore his skin. I’m worried that if I don’t grope him, or do something to sate the arousal, I might combust from the sheer intensity of it.
Respect our boundaries, pay our fees. Don’t ask us to watch you wank for free.
My time is not free. A sentiment all freelancers, bloggers, and self-employed people feel deeply. It’s deeply ingrained that time is money, and when you live by that saying it’s really hard to switch off.As such, you’d expect that those in a similar position to yourself - a freelancer, self-employed person, or sex blogger, would understand that whilst you should…
We keep missing each other.
Our libidos don't often match up. Sometimes he's horny, and I'm not in the mood, or my body is protesting - the joys of chronic illness. Sometimes I'm horny, and he's exhausted, busy, or isn't in the right headspace.
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